My day ended in a not very nice mood. i am not happy now. feeling moody and unhappy. I've been holding on my tears since i left church just now. Haiz Haiz Haiz. How i wish my melmummy or min dearie or cousin xjun jiejie here jiu hao le....

After today, i don't know whether i am able to go church for service as often as the last month a not. How i wish i'm able and allow to go to church for service. I don't know why i'm not allowed to go. It's not a crime to believe religious stuff right. I have my rights to it right, no matter what age i am. I really don't understand. Everyday have school plus saturday's tuition.. I really feel stressed and unhappy. The only day and only time when i'm really really happy, is when i'm in church for service, listening to God's word and be with my spiritual family ! I always feel upset when i'm not able to go.. At home, i don't even talk to my parents about any stuff as i don't like to tell them my stuff as you know, they wunt understnd what you going through even if u tell them, as they will only tell u about their generation stuff about teenage years. So basically, at home i have more miserables than happiness as i need to deal with my irritating sister most of the time. My mum sometimes will like so petty and give that don't-like-it face towards me in whatever i've done that she doesn't like it but i like. I will cry whenever i ask my mum for permission or just telling her, her response is always a straight NO. I'm really upset about it. I've been praying to God about it.. But it seems not working. I know it takes time. I know that God is faithful and he will make it come through as He really have been answering most of my prayers. Nevermind, shall just pray more and have Faith it God !! Right lyn ?? (("

I feel so stressed. Although you see the outside me like nothing, inside me i really feel so tired and stressed. But sometimes i know i cannot control my emotions and my face show it. To those who always face me like my classmates and etc, i'm sorry about it. If you see me like i'm a bit of emotional kind and my face a bit not friendly and stuff, pardon me for that yeah. I know i have a bad temper.. Thanks to those who had tasted my attitude.. I'm really sorry about it. I pray that Lord, you will keep my temper in control yeah, as i'm a very easily lose temper person. I must always tell myself to REN !!!

Nowadays i like to pen down my emotions on my blog. Although i know that a lot of people will be reading it, including some of the school teachers i guess. I know my TUTION TEACHER reads my blog !!! Silent reader. Muahhahahahs.

I'm missing my darling melmummy now.. and cousin xjun jiejie and min ah-ma dearie. ((: These three people are my closest darlings in church. Maybe xjun jiejie is third in rank lah. Melmummy the first. Hahhahahas. No matter what rank is it, I LOVE THEM ALL THREE ! IN FACT I LOVE THE WHOLE TRIBE! They are nice people. ((:

There's school tomorrow. How i wish it is a holiday... )): I don't really like school nowadays. Like wasting my time away.. Tralalallala~ I WANNA GO JOGGING !!! plus I WANNA GO BACK TO CHURCH ASAP !!!

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